With dealing with a separation of a loved one . I call it separation because physically they are not with us but in spirit, they are always with us, that's not a saying it's the way it is. in out thoughts and in our love for them. Love is pretty amazing, no one really understands it and no one has it figured out 100 %.
We all have asked questions , In my experience these questions may never go away but they sometimes are not asked for a time.
What has me going on?
Years later who is this person i see in the mirror?
Does anyone really know who i am really?
What is my purpose ? Is there one?
My hearts shattered can it be mended?
Will we reunite when our body retires?
PROBLY the most often asked, Are they ok?
Well are you ready for all the answers. Here it is. Yes they are ok, and we are really all connected , you know the saying we are all one . spirits or our souls never disappear. (like in my other post energy i talks about that,) so there is the questions are they ok and will you be reunited answered, least best I could answer..
OK now can our hearts be mended, i believe so! well sort of , not perfect or even near where it was before but pieces can be put back together. may be different colors, smaller, bruised and beaten, beats different, it could be just like when you 1st sewed a shirt in home economics class in school,(showing my age there) one arm on a shirt is to short or sleeve is stitched crooked. and the neck hole is tight on one side and loose on the other.. hopefully point is taken on that, i know my heart is there, hanging by a thread but sometimes that thread is that person spirit keeping it from falling apart.. with help from or loved one's spirit. threading the needle.
Now the questions of purpose do I have one? and what keeps me going on! Well honestly what keeps me going is few things. And it runs together with my purpose, Memory i will not let anyone forget my son, this blog is about him really. I wear green everyday since 2015. my son always said (says) "green solves all your problems" and friends and family see green they think of him and when they see a turtle, they think hey Matthew , thats one sign , I still get saw a turtle thought of matthew, just happened yesterday. so i put on a green shirt for him,, and people say you always wear green and i say yes for my son, and i get to talk about him.. and then they see green or a turtle they think of him.. spreading his memory where ever someone goes, because he is a awesome then now and forever. And with this to show others that our loved ones are still here giving us love and signs, well just need to ask them for a sign when needed or just getting one so they let you know I'm here ... 2nd or is that the 3rd? who cares its my posted blog . lol . IS I TRY to be better person than i was yesterday! I fail at this a bunch, way more than i like too. I'm under construction. work in progress. No judgement needed. I do that already in my mind heart and soul. And of course my wife, i know she was sent for me , she's a soul seamstress. not just with me anyone she comes into contact with or read for. plug her here,, tarotbytonyana.com or her Facebook TarotbyTonyana.. ..
last questions on this post , Who is this person in the mirror and does anyone know who we are..well i cant answer that for myself . honestly I'm shielded even with myself , grief does this, yes its been a bit now but im still searching..
I hope everyone who reads this nows my answers are a fraction of things may be true for me and not you. i do this for alot of reason for myself for someone who needs to know there's someone like themselves and maybe help people , if only 1 person this whole blog helps its done what was intended.. and if no one gets it. im sure someone did but it let me talk a lil about my son and that's a good day.. again remember
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